These past twenty days have been excruciating. I was put into treatment for my ED for ten days where I gained fucking 5.3kg (11.6lbs). I was force fed via NG tube for no fucking reason. I was no where near being underweight. I’m so fucking huge it’s disgusting. I WILL lose it all plus more. I can’t stand being this fucking fat and ugly. Starting from tomorrow I will be doing the 2468 diet again since that seemed to work well. See how that goes. 

I hope you all are doing well. Love you all!